... Get SET... !

(Continuing) Over the next few days, I continued to ponder upon and take more and more seriously that inner call to have my "Eyes Single" (to more reJOYcing peace) while I served only ONE "Master"... the Advanced Being within ME (the REAL ME) who desires to live for the Good Of All. The home where Krystal and I were currently residing had become less comfortable as I felt deeply the need of the homeowner's newly moved in girlfriend to feel that she was the Only "Queen" of the home. Although I had not desired to uproot Krystal mid-school-year, and though Matt (the owner we rented from) had repeatedly and insistently stated his desire to have us remain there through May, I was feeling (and receiving their energy) otherwise. My emotional support and physical "moving over" for her and them was not enough for any of us. :-) Additionally, my daughter Alyssa, newly pregnant with her second child and having just moved into a new-to-them home with her husband and toddler had requested my help. My heart responded with a "Yes," though I had not known how to execute that with my lack of fiscal wherewithall, my clients' needs and my job's requirements. Somehow, I had known when replying to her that I would find a way down to her in Gilbert, Arizona. The first part of January I requested a few days off work beginning on January 16th. This was agreed upon by my employer and I was preparing for a short trip, all the while wondering about how all the details would be executed. Well, less than a week before my departure, one of my elderly clients had a mental/ emotional "seizure" (Reader, read between the lines) and I informed my employer that I would not continue caring for her. However, within the next couple hours, I realized that it was now "TIME" and that I must (and would) let go of the entire "job." Oh, how I felt like I was walking into a darker tunnel than ever, yet simultaneously realized my inner light bulb was brighter than it had ever been. I would find my way through by continued trusting of my "Holy Heart." Although I dearly loved each of those I had been blessed to serve and had learned volumes about human nature through being a "professional CARE-Giver," I realized that it would be selfish pride to hold onto serving the six I had stewardship for since the universe was showing me that "It" had something else in mind that would more completely fulfill the needs of ALL.... AND those six would be cared for as well. I realized that no "rational mind" would understand what I was doing. Mine didn't even. However, the "One" steering my journey DID... and I must trust. I called and talked with my young employer, wrote an email giving my "two weeks' notice," took care of loose ends and ended up having everything finalized much sooner than the "two weeks"... in fact, the day before my scheduled trip. An anonymous friend surprised me by sending a check which allowed me to pay for gas and other necessities of the trip. Thus, on January 16th, Krystal and I drove down to Arizona, job-less, income-less and soon-to-be home-less, but feeling as "free" as I had enroute to Ecuador just over five years before. During those first couple days at Alyssa's house, while peacefully searching the four corners of my mind for what was available of the blueprint (being created by the "One" who was guiding me) to our next phase, I received the understanding that I was to be a *LIFE NANNY* to those who had been and would become prepared to have my help in their lives. This would, in fact, be taking my former *JOY of Harmony* Parenting Seminars and the books which I am in the midst of writing to a whole new level. Intrigued and grateful, I composed the following craigslist ad, posting it on January 24th: ~~~~~ Are you Willing... to Donate/ Trade your RV??? Are *YOU* my *Miracle*? :-) Do you have a good-condition RV that is sitting mostly unused and dreaming of being put to use in the service of mankind? I am a single mother of a young daughter and have determined that my JOY is roaming the world caring for and serving those that I am led to. Now without a "job" and soon-to-be without a "home," I would love to utilize this freedom to live in a simple, easy-to-maintain RV to travel from need to need, blessing those that I am led to while administering peace and hope. I have degrees in education and much experience in CARE-giving, music and food-preparation. With my great love and respect for humanity, I believe that these qualities will find plenty of use "on the road." I am calling my service the "LIFE NANNY" and plan to name our forthcoming home/ RV the "LOVE SHACK." I have a few hundred dollars to begin my new journey, plus a possible older model Toyota Corolla to trade. If you are willing to donate/ trade your unused RV for a good feeling in your heart and a running "travelogue," I would appreciate your call or email. Thank you and may blessings continue to rain upon your head. With sincerity and HOPE, Kimberly :-) ~~~~~ (to be continued)