...GO !!! ...

(...continued...) [I have some great photos which, as soon as I discover how to upload them here, will be soon included within this blog... I hope. :-)] The day after I had posted my craigslist ad, receiving a couple replies but nothing substantial, I received a phone call from a friend I had not talked with for a while. As I shared my latest venture with him, he responded that as a "backup plan" I could stay with him and his wife and he was confident that some of his close associates would be thrilled to receive my assistance. However... none of that panned out exactly as either of us had envisioned. Instead, long story short, this amazing individual (who shall remain "Anonymous") has gone to magnanimous effort and has purchased and prepared a motor home for Krystal and I to live in. Krystal and I came home from Arizona the end of January and immediately moved out of Matt's home. I learned (or, rather, Re-Membered) some very critical and important principles which will enhance my further gift to humanity, and we have flowed through each experience and choice, for a while moving in with some other friends as we worked on the motor home and our transition. Although my Neanderthal laptop crashed beyond resurrection after my post last week, I am now on a library computer and determined to continue walking forward in peace and serenity. I realize that I truly live in a state of amazement and apparent "miracles." Oh, the gratitude I feel as I continually marvel at my bounteous life. Wow, it has been an amazing few weeks...! :-) Since that day (January 18th), I have gotten more and more clarity on what this next chapter of our lives will look like. Long story short (a.k.a. "And it came to pass..."), Krystal and I are now (as of Sunday) established at "*ZION'S GATE* RV Park" with a very comfortable, albeit "elderly" and snug, home. It is PERFECT for us. My heart is swollen with gratitude to now be able to offer more of my heart to more of those who may have been preparing and sending out the energetic invitation for what I may have to offer. Krystal is now "home-schooling" and I am more confidently and correctly living TRUE to my REAL inner voice than ever before. Oh, life is so amazing! Though so very much has been left out of these posts, should any curious reader be interested in "the rest of the story" or personal communication with me, please respond via email through: kimberly@loveistheanswer.info I will soon be making available my writings thus far via internet or in book form. If any interested "editor" or "publisher" wishes to contact me, you have my invitation. May we each reJOYce and live LOVE and PEACE through each day and every experience. My love to all, Kimberly :-)

... Get SET... !

(Continuing) Over the next few days, I continued to ponder upon and take more and more seriously that inner call to have my "Eyes Single" (to more reJOYcing peace) while I served only ONE "Master"... the Advanced Being within ME (the REAL ME) who desires to live for the Good Of All. The home where Krystal and I were currently residing had become less comfortable as I felt deeply the need of the homeowner's newly moved in girlfriend to feel that she was the Only "Queen" of the home. Although I had not desired to uproot Krystal mid-school-year, and though Matt (the owner we rented from) had repeatedly and insistently stated his desire to have us remain there through May, I was feeling (and receiving their energy) otherwise. My emotional support and physical "moving over" for her and them was not enough for any of us. :-) Additionally, my daughter Alyssa, newly pregnant with her second child and having just moved into a new-to-them home with her husband and toddler had requested my help. My heart responded with a "Yes," though I had not known how to execute that with my lack of fiscal wherewithall, my clients' needs and my job's requirements. Somehow, I had known when replying to her that I would find a way down to her in Gilbert, Arizona. The first part of January I requested a few days off work beginning on January 16th. This was agreed upon by my employer and I was preparing for a short trip, all the while wondering about how all the details would be executed. Well, less than a week before my departure, one of my elderly clients had a mental/ emotional "seizure" (Reader, read between the lines) and I informed my employer that I would not continue caring for her. However, within the next couple hours, I realized that it was now "TIME" and that I must (and would) let go of the entire "job." Oh, how I felt like I was walking into a darker tunnel than ever, yet simultaneously realized my inner light bulb was brighter than it had ever been. I would find my way through by continued trusting of my "Holy Heart." Although I dearly loved each of those I had been blessed to serve and had learned volumes about human nature through being a "professional CARE-Giver," I realized that it would be selfish pride to hold onto serving the six I had stewardship for since the universe was showing me that "It" had something else in mind that would more completely fulfill the needs of ALL.... AND those six would be cared for as well. I realized that no "rational mind" would understand what I was doing. Mine didn't even. However, the "One" steering my journey DID... and I must trust. I called and talked with my young employer, wrote an email giving my "two weeks' notice," took care of loose ends and ended up having everything finalized much sooner than the "two weeks"... in fact, the day before my scheduled trip. An anonymous friend surprised me by sending a check which allowed me to pay for gas and other necessities of the trip. Thus, on January 16th, Krystal and I drove down to Arizona, job-less, income-less and soon-to-be home-less, but feeling as "free" as I had enroute to Ecuador just over five years before. During those first couple days at Alyssa's house, while peacefully searching the four corners of my mind for what was available of the blueprint (being created by the "One" who was guiding me) to our next phase, I received the understanding that I was to be a *LIFE NANNY* to those who had been and would become prepared to have my help in their lives. This would, in fact, be taking my former *JOY of Harmony* Parenting Seminars and the books which I am in the midst of writing to a whole new level. Intrigued and grateful, I composed the following craigslist ad, posting it on January 24th: ~~~~~ Are you Willing... to Donate/ Trade your RV??? Are *YOU* my *Miracle*? :-) Do you have a good-condition RV that is sitting mostly unused and dreaming of being put to use in the service of mankind? I am a single mother of a young daughter and have determined that my JOY is roaming the world caring for and serving those that I am led to. Now without a "job" and soon-to-be without a "home," I would love to utilize this freedom to live in a simple, easy-to-maintain RV to travel from need to need, blessing those that I am led to while administering peace and hope. I have degrees in education and much experience in CARE-giving, music and food-preparation. With my great love and respect for humanity, I believe that these qualities will find plenty of use "on the road." I am calling my service the "LIFE NANNY" and plan to name our forthcoming home/ RV the "LOVE SHACK." I have a few hundred dollars to begin my new journey, plus a possible older model Toyota Corolla to trade. If you are willing to donate/ trade your unused RV for a good feeling in your heart and a running "travelogue," I would appreciate your call or email. Thank you and may blessings continue to rain upon your head. With sincerity and HOPE, Kimberly :-) ~~~~~ (to be continued)

On My "Mark"

OH, WHAT A RIDE IT HAS BEEN ! :-) For those who have followed my blog in the (distant) past, my posts from when I was in Ecuador as well as my life's story are now compiled within the first two volumes of my book: "The JOY of Harmony." However, I am now preparing to round another sharp corner and embark upon another chapter of my journey. Oh, what an adventure this has been ! :-) Upon getting my instructions from within in June of 2008 to "sell all that I have and go live among the poor... in South America," then getting more specifics which propelled me to the great land of Ecuador, I have dug deeper and deeper to that stillness and depth within me. My "treasure in heaven," my "holy of holies." My inner vision and understanding have changed immensely. To recap the last nearly five years since my return: I found upon becoming somewhat re-established within the USA, again in Gilbert, AZ, in June of 2009, that *I* had indeed changed. No longer did I have the propensity to will myself to deal with money as I had earlier been able to. Never having the fixation upon "stuff" or the "dollar sign" as most others in our culture do, still I tried to engage back within the culture that I had been raised in and had formerly found somewhat comfortable. I write extensively about my experiences in my book, but suffice it to say that I tried many ways to "make a go of it" to keep the peace and serenity that I had found while also interacting with others and nurturing and providing for the emotional, physical and financial needs of my young daughter, Krystal. Everything that I attempted, though being within my howbeit stretched realm of comfort and while giving service to others (which is where I find my "wholeness" and JOY), still did not bring sufficient income to meet our meager needs. Finally, after Christmas of 2011, I began an alternate path of "homelessness" and vulnerability that I had never experienced before... with my beautiful (then) seven-year-old in tow. What a palette of experiences and lessons have ensued since then! Oh, how necessary that chapter has been for me. Oh, how I have marveled time and again at Krystal's ability to trustingly flow with me as I trusted my inner guidance. Oh, how I have been amazed time and again as she has wonderingly commented that she felt so blessed and that her life was so fun. ("I am the luckiest girl alive!") WOW! I have been able to witness repeatedly the great gift of her life while having nearly no THINGS and the glorious gift of gratitude (the GREATEST ATTITUDE) that that has allowed. Yes, I will share much more about this later and, especially, within my books. Since August of 2012, we have found ourselves living in others' homes (usually for a few months at a stretch) while trading services and/or paying rent for the use of a bedroom or two. I was able to find a job in October of 2012 working as a CARE-Giver of the elderly and physically handicapped. I have found great satisfaction in my opportunities while learning further of the needs in that area, both of their physical and emotional decline and the needs that ensued as well as the absolute necessity of the establishment of the *Worldwide United Foundation* and its benefit to that particular sector of humanity. Progressing louder and more incessantly within my heart, however, came the call to "let it all go" and to not even TRY to "serve two masters." Although I will only and CAN only follow my holy heart, still I wondered how I would be able to do that (let go of "Mammon") and what "that" would even look like. As this call became louder and louder, I still found it absolutely staggering to have the experience I did of December 21, 2013. As I made my way west along Red Hills Parkway over the bluff on the north side of town and overlooking the city of St. George, Utah on that Friday, I rounded one of the many turns and there, directly in front of me and perfectly written in the clear blue sky was the following, ledgered with a heavenly quill and with ink of voluminous and brilliant white clouds: "Quitt!" (and underlined). I was stunned and so wished I could stop my car, linger and ponder on what lay literally in front of my eyes. Yet, because of the traffic, the lack of a real shoulder on the road on which to pull over, and my waiting client, I continued my drive... in deep wonderment and awe at what I had just witnessed. Although I tried to mentally explore that the word "quit" (with the additional "t" and exclamation point added for emphasis) could very well apply to many things, I always readily returned to my knowing that that "sign" was directly referring to my repeated "call" over the previous couple months. Realizing that I had never even heard of nature writing anything so specific and perfect, I immediately knew that my quitting must be required and essential for not just ME and Krystal but that it would somehow contribute to the betterment of the WHOLE WORLD! :-) ... to be continued...